Title: With Love
Artist: Christina Grimmie
Played: 4439 times
Hi everyone. So, maybe nobody will read this or maybe 3 people only, but I feel like I have to write this.
I wasn’t posting very much… I mean, I didn’t post/reblog/whatever since 31st August because my brother died that day and to be honest I feel terrible.
I don’t want to study, I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to talk to people, I don’t want to use the computer, I don’t want to do anything. I just want to cry so bad while remembering all those moments.
I can’t believe that he’s gone, that from that day, everyday I will get up and I will know that he’s not here, that I don’t have anyone to fight and to joke, that a piece of my heart is not there and everything changed.
I’m not fine and I will never be, the pain always will be there but maybe I will learn how to live with it.
I have to move on because that’s what he would like, to see me grow up and I have to do that, for him.
I’ll know that I’ll be really fine when I’ll close my eyes and never open them, when my breath and my heart stop working, and in that day, I will know that everything’s gonna be okay.
I can’t tell you when I’ll be back, but I can assure that one day you will see damonsblood has reblogged/posted.
Thank you for read this, probably nobody cares but I had to write this post.
See you soon.
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